finally finished my exams. but petrol paper was horrible, keep asking those questions no one would think to study. hope everyone were as lost as me, so the bell curve won't discriminate me.

and to lose 1-2 hours engaging what is to be a futile discussion did not help my grades. not that i want to say, but really: wtf.

So much for trying to compromise. Was I mad? Two party compromise is already hard enough to reach, and yet I was trying for tripartite negotiation. And so I probably deserved to be called disgusting.It must be my fault getting myself in a dilemma.

*****

Well, now I cant be bothered to make an effort already. So I shall stick to my original plans. Go ahead.

the activities are just lining up on their own. and yet they somehow manage to clash, rendering me in dilemmas even as i mug.

why?

sharon ended her exams yesterday, so we went to g2000 to buy clothes on 50% discount. but she lousy, only bought one top one bottom! haha which means i bought a lot! oops. but that was cause i imagine my mum will want to wear my bottoms, so i bought 2 in case. haha

since we ended shopping quite early, we had marche for dinner. and we just kept walking round the restaurant. we didn't seem to eat a lot, but quite full lehz. wonder why, must be cause of the ice cream in the afternoon.

one more paper! then hopefully interim report not too hard to complete, so that i can look forward to bbq and other fun stuff!

it's really true what i say, i never have to walk this journey alone cause i have you with me. who understands me and what i need, and who gives me support and help whenever i need it.

thanks my love

why are we so suay? we are year 4 lehz!!! why do we have to have 5 day week with a 930 monday lecture!!! somemore its just plain dumb to go back to school for 2-3 hours each day!

but its such a huge relief to finally see that damn 160 go towards zero..

nobody asked me for a reason, which made me feel odd.

time together in the midst of the mugging period feels very nice. though we only did 10% of what we planned to do. being loved is so simple, so comfortable and warm. but i cant stop grumbling, cause i don't feel comfortable when it's not my house to move around and be noisy. =p

yay! my skin is back!

therapeutic paper over, left 3 more before i can look forward to slacking.

eeyer, why must i listen to you.

hello and good morning to you.

byebye and good night for me.

been sleeping badly these days, take forever to fall asleep, and yet is awaken by the slightest sounds.

realise i no longer believe the words you said. even simple promises like being on time.

the house is really a home when there's family inside.

going to blog about something very trivial. but it is something that made me very happy.

i've lost count of how many weekends were spent without my parents, who were busy working. i've also bought more dinners and lunches for myself than i would like to remember.

so it's with gratitude in my heart that tonight i have a loving home-cooked meal. though the food was simple, i ate a lot, without being able to wait for my ever-slowpoke mother. haha

simplicity is such happiness=)

madagascar 2 was disappointing, wasn't as interesting as the first movie. but i'm just relieved that the first exam of API is over, with a surprise reminder by Prof Zaher: "you need to revise". haha

looking forward to end of API so that we can watch Madagascar 2! =)

went to the old hongkong cafe at katong village on friday. and saw bruce lee acting as a student. haha


the food there was quite similar to the actual things in hongkong, especially the 鱼旦. the egg tarts are not worth a second try though, bit bland. good thing is that the cafe is 24 hours, so maybe next time we go sing ktv there can go for supper.


ended our simple day with sundae pie at T1 Burger King, and Scrabble Scramble. and for some reason, there is Mickey and Minnie, Donald and Goofy in the airport- some special occasion?

appealing for lunch/dinner buddies cause i've been abandoned in my darkest hours. both parents are working late constantly, and boyfriend is living a nocturnal life. however, my reluctance of not wanting to move far outside punggol is proving a difficult condition to satisfy. haha

have to change my blogskin cause the bandwidth for the sheep pic is exceeded. and now my alignment of photos are all weird.

had a short break the past two days. love you.

the strongest emotion i have is not anger, but disappointment.

waves and waves crushing over me, in the sudden realisation that i'm not good enough.

that i'm probably not indispensable, not even to you.

been studying all day, without much progress. kind of sian!!!! but it's only 9 days to my first paper!

my mum's been coming home after midnight lately, and the past weekend where i didn't really get to see her or my bro has made me a bit homesick. don't know how to describe that feeling, just thought it'll be nice to have everyone at home, even if we may all be doing our own stuff.

looking at how busy he seems to be, bro's 21st birthday photos are never going to be sent out by him till christmas -_-


and these are the photos of the girls' outing..=)

had a good time with the girls just now. the pasta at miss u cafe was quite good, and the cheesecakes at cheesecake cafe was nice! i like the blueberry cheesecake, even though i don't usually like blueberry.. =)

as usual, it's enough just to see them and talk about everything and anything.. we've even got our xmas planned, hope it'll be fun!

finally my stomach has calmed down.. i can finally eat ice cream..

post pics when i get them..